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Pink – Fucking Perfect

Published February 25, 2011 - 0 Comments

I love Pink.  She always has so much to say, and isn’t afraid to say it.  I admire her for that.  Her latest song (and especially the video) is quite powerful.  It’s interesting to hear the different reactions from people the first time they’ve watched the video.  It’s definitely not light and fluffy.

As for me… physically this has been a good day.  What limited time I’ve been out of bed has been accompanied by noticeably less pain.  I’d say that things should get getting back to normal quite soon.  I did faint in the bathroom tonight, though.  I’ve never experienced that before.  Sudden feeling of being really warm, sweat rolling down my forehead, unable to keep my eyes open, and then boom… over I went…  Paul has no idea how close he came to finding me laying naked on the bathroom floor…  But I made it downstairs… no clothes (that should tell you how out of it I was) … and collapsed on my bed after telling him that I needed him to check on me before he crashed for the night…  and then I immediately fell asleep for hours.  And no, I have no idea what triggered it… I’ve never fainted before.

Mentally/emotionally, I’ve returned to my dark place… and I’m not happy about that.  I haven’t checked my emails/txts/tweets at all today… and if Paul wasn’t living in this house, I wouldn’t have spoken to anyone.  Unfortunately I can’t completely shut down, because my ex needs to be able to get a hold of me for the kids…  If it wasn’t for that, I’d be sitting in a communication black hole right now.  Perfect.

Fucking Perfect.